【紙牌屋】S01E07(03)恐懼是弱點
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One of the things I do for a living is count. I count , nays, neutrals, abstaining. And I'm good at it. But the most important count I do has nothing to do with work. It's the number of days since April 4, 1999. As of this morning, that's 5,185. The bigger that number gets,the more it frightens me, because I know all it takes is one drink to go back to zero. Most people see fear as a weakness. It can be. 398--Sometimes for my job, I have to put fear in other people. I know that's not right. But if I'm honest, like the fourth step asks us to be, I have to be ruthless, because failure is not an option. The same goes for my sobriety. I have to be ruthless with myself. I have to use my...
我工作的一部分就是數數，我數選票，同意票、反對票、中立票、棄權票，而且我很熟練。
不過對我最重要的數字跟工作無關，而是從1999年4月4日至今的天數。截止今早，一共有5185天。數字越大，我越感到害怕。因爲我知道一杯酒就能讓數字清零。很多人認爲恐懼是弱點，有時是的，有時由於工作的關係，我要讓他人生懼。
我知道那樣不對，但如果按第四步說的那樣，實話實說。我必須殘忍，因爲我不能失敗。戒酒也是如此，我要對自己殘忍，我得利用恐懼。我必須利用…
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